SEASONAL

by Lila Cutter

Will we know when

to run? When the joke dictator

gets re-elected. House in fire-threat

come August and under

water by November—bomb cyclone.

I’ve practiced leaving.

Kept cardboard banker boxes

closet-stacked and the classic four-fold

pressed between washing machine

and wall. I’ve made lists

of what I’ll get rid of

like a game of crazy eights

stacking cards discarding

diamonds. The summer

subletter poured bleach

into the soil to kill

the grass rather than water it

in our absence. We planted a garden

upon return—lettuce greens

mint and marigolds I watch now

stubborn shoots breaking frosted ground

and the wandering jay beak-piercing

past the toxic overlay resurfacing

with a meaty seed.

Lila Cutter is a Midwest-turned-West-Coast poet with an MFA from Oregon State University. Her poetry can be found in Stoneboat Literary Journal, The Shore, Sugar House Review, The Citron Review, Miniskirt Magazine, Ursus Americanus Press, and The Racket Journal, among others. Lila’s writing often explores perceptions of femininity and considerations of home. Lila has a background in equitable arts education work and currently teaches poetry at Oregon State University and The Attic Institute.