SEASONAL
by Lila Cutter
Will we know when
to run? When the joke dictator
gets re-elected. House in fire-threat
come August and under
water by November—bomb cyclone.
I’ve practiced leaving.
Kept cardboard banker boxes
closet-stacked and the classic four-fold
pressed between washing machine
and wall. I’ve made lists
of what I’ll get rid of
like a game of crazy eights
stacking cards discarding
diamonds. The summer
subletter poured bleach
into the soil to kill
the grass rather than water it
in our absence. We planted a garden
upon return—lettuce greens
mint and marigolds I watch now
stubborn shoots breaking frosted ground
and the wandering jay beak-piercing
past the toxic overlay resurfacing
with a meaty seed.
Lila Cutter is a Midwest-turned-West-Coast poet with an MFA from Oregon State University. Her poetry can be found in Stoneboat Literary Journal, The Shore, Sugar House Review, The Citron Review, Miniskirt Magazine, Ursus Americanus Press, and The Racket Journal, among others. Lila’s writing often explores perceptions of femininity and considerations of home. Lila has a background in equitable arts education work and currently teaches poetry at Oregon State University and The Attic Institute.